Monday, August 25, 2008

Confession Booth

I believe in regret
I believe in self-sacrifice
I believe in free will
I believe in wrong and right
I believe in good and evil
I believe in God
But...
I don't believe in insane or sane anymore...
I believe that we are who we are, and we don't need more illusions over our heads, controlling our already short lives. I believe that the meaning of each individual life is to make his/her own meanings. To find the best way to live, to grow out of this world.
What I say next might confuse or anger some people. Whoever who read this post, please, listen first and try understand why I said it...
"You will never love someone/something more than you love yourself."
The reason why I said this is because I feel that Love is understanding. That when you love someone, you're actually attracted to him/her because it reminds you of yourself, or the things that you enjoyed. It is always You, this is how our minds are made.
The reason why this idea is not as bad as it sounds is because, even if you will only love yourself the most, only then you are able to love others the way they wanted to be loved.
Love is the easiest thing to get, but the hardest to lose.
He is back in my life, as generous as light and for the moment, the blocked moment of Solitude within me might be filled with fire and water again.

3 comments:

Marta said...

I bet you life will be filled with air, water, fire and earth. That's what Love is. Is everything and It's all around us.
I agree with you, unless you love yourself first you'll never let anyone love you.
No one told me this, I'm a living proof (stupid one by the way) of this. I just hope that the moment that I make peace with myself I'll find true love...

Marta said...

i miss your posts...

Anonymous said...

i find myself reading this entry over and over again....i think i know why, i can only express it in this way: ich bin mit dir verliebt ~~ do you feel the same perhaps?
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